Ohlife ;
Sunday, November 15, 2009 -9:48 AM
"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."
Feels like insomnia aaaaaah -
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 -3:04 AM
Dear Mr. Craig David,
Just a quick question. Am I an insomniac?
Because I can't sleep, whats happening to me?
Voices in my head are yelling weird stuff.
Oh I stay up it's saying Hydrology
Geography is taking over!
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
SING ALONG! On second thought, it maybe just plain insanity. WAIT! I can hear chickens cock-a-dodaling. I'd like to make them into a sandwich and see them cockadoo that. What in the fudge are chicken's doing up this early? I had chicken for dinner. Good chicken. Which reminds me, I had chicken yesterday night and the night before that too. I wish aunty would cook something else. I wonder if there is more chicken's than human's in the world. I had maggie ayam for breakfast and I just wrote a whole paragraph about chicken... JOY! Get it? Chicken Joy, Jolibee Chicken Joy? No? Well- THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN I DON'T GET ENOUGH SLEEP.
I really have tried, I've been attempting since 10 PM that's six hours ago. Right? Right? Has the lack of sleep messed up my math too. Yeah blame it on the lack of sleep Rikiana you know that you're bad at math regardless. Shut me up! Dr. Mr Craig David, it's not insomnia after all. It's pure insanity.
I feel this picture for it represents me at the moment. Both insomanic and insane and BONUS the clock is pointing at three. Dear picture - you complete me.
Fifteen minutes and the unhealthy obssesion
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 -4:21 AM
I know I made a self resolution to not blog until the nineteenth but some promises are just made to be broken so la-la-la. My brain stopped working five minutes ago on a question regarding the definition of velocity and so I decided to take fifteen minutes of random blogging to jump start it - *and my fifteen minutes start now.*
Oh New Moon the trailer was love and the movie is coming soon, I’m going to watch it but I am emotionally cutting myself off from Twilight.
I could never understand a guy that hated garlic bread and that’s why I decided to get over Edward Cullen. That along with the fact that he is fictional and about half of the world’s female population is swooning over him too. I hate being typical.
It hasn't been easy to stop being interested in the whole Twilight buzz it's so hyped at the moment. I open the TV there he is. I go online, there he is. I open my Astro book, there he is. He is everywhere. That did it for me I felt like screaming - excuse me Mr. Pattinson you are invading my space. It's not his fault I am aware of that so breath in breath out.
I even tried to become an anti-fan, I googled it up and then I clicked, read and came to the conclusion that anti-fan's are losers. So I wasn't going to join their loser clan and lose my self respect like that. If you don't like something then don't talk about it. That just means you’re obsessed with it if you’re going to great lengths to hate it. Obsession is what I am trying to get over.
I don't hate Twilight, infact I quiet admire Stephanie Mayer. As a book it's brilliant in the sense that she was able to manipulate the readers to fall in love with Mr Fiction. Quiet like Shakespeare you know? In the sense that he can make you hate Caesar then love Caesar. So as a literary piece it's good. As for Robert Pattinson and Kristin Stewert, they are just making a living and it's not their fault they play their parts so well.
As for me a phase has passed. I don't hate the saga one bit, I could say I like it - but I am no longer in love with it. We broke up but we are still friends. It's like when I was obsessed with Harry Potter and I tried to Adava Kedava annoying people and when it didn't work - I got over it. Speaking of Harry Potter I checked my book shelf and my Deathly Hallows book is missing. I can't find it anywhere and I don't remember who I lent it to - but if it's not back in three weeks I'm never lending my books to people again. My collection is decreasing in size and my books are my babies so yes I'm going to become stingy.
– my fifteen minutes are up.
One more thing :
Velocity
The mean speed of flow over time (m/s) measured either at a point in a river channel or over a set distance.
Love me. Feed me. Never leave me.
Monday, October 19, 2009 -3:17 AM
19th November -
BE HERE
I'll be back.
Shane Dawson and post exams.
Saturday, October 10, 2009 -1:15 AM
" If your heart was as big as your mouth you would be worth it "
Quote of the day.
I know I shouldn't be blogging but shhh... guilty pleasure I guess this and Shane Dawson videos.
Funny stuff - watch him
HERE good for A Level stress. Speaking of A Levels as soon as its over I plan to indulge in books. Problem is the books I want isn't available here. Lookie and if you happen to find them please let me know. Here are my top three wants.
Viviana this is a huge hint yes, please and thankyou. Since your're coming in December this can be my early birthday presents.
Moving on melancholy, pretty word isn't it - mel·an·chol·y : sadness or depression of the spirits; gloom.
Thus a summary of what I am feeling right now but as I was stuuying literature I came across Stevie Smith's poem Away Melancholy.
It is a poem about whenever you're feeling sad or depressed remember that life continues anyway so we have to be thankful and get on with life. Beautiful right? Then she ends with ;
Away, melancholy,
Away with it, let it go.
Deep. So anyone in a state of melancholy? Let go of that sadness and depression and continue living this beautiful life.
" You got to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad. Love what you got and remember what you had. Learn to forgive but never to forget. Learn from your mistakes, but never regret. People change, things go wrong. Just remember life goes on. "
Love. Laugh and Live.
Rikiana xx